Rumours that tremor!

I'm still stuck to this burden,
Since I am addicted to adore you,
You are doing this as everyone will pardon
Now it's obvious, Your faded hue!

People gossiped, that you are notorious,
But I ignored their nonsense.
Though I had to abstain from being hilarious,
When I tried to deal with this nuisance

It created me a mess,
When I seized of this hellish news.
It's upto you, for me to get relieved from this stress,
Rectify yourself to change others views...